I really miss school.
I'm bored and I keep trying to spend money I don't have. It sucks. Michael and I have been spending money like crazy this last month. Our cash flow out has simmered down only recently. I don't want to get used to all this spending. The purchases were mostly furniture pieces, car things, going out, and then the groceries. Moving out really sucks away all of your money. I'm a saver and I hate borrowing money. I've gotta discipline myself again into watching what I spend and keeping an eye on price. It's a good thing I'm becoming a server. It means I'm taking money home and most likely that money will be my spending money, however much that may be, and the paychecks I recieve will go towards bills and such.
It's the middle of the summer and I have yet to go to the beach or see my friends. I was supposed to see people around the beginning of July but I ended up moving and after things were settled in, my server training started. And now here I am. The last day of my training is still unannounced so I'm waiting anxiously for that.
My aunt from Viriginia is supposed to come over to San Jose sometime soon. I have a feeling things will end badly. Her visit last year resulted in having me check in every single time I left the house, having to gain permission to leave the house, listening to countless lectures on my behavior, my self esteem, and my "bad" decision-making, and my lack of productivity and laziness. Back then I didn't have a job, back then I didn't have summer school, back then I didn't drive, back then I still lived in the house.
Edit----
So I ended up calling my aunt and the conversation went surprisingly well. I think everything is going to be good. My uncle also came down from SF to see the grandparents and gave me the approval on my request and I am a happy bird. Yayy! S'all good.
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